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I'M SO SO SORRY PPL PLEASE DE-LINK ME.
my new blog is http://thisgirl-lexine.blogspot.com/
- Mood:
bored
its chinese new year! so its time for red clothes and bbq pork and love letters and many snacks while my chinese side of the family gather! Every year same ppl and same place, but it doesnt get boring cause of cards! haha, sometimes it feels great to just have famly time, and joel's coming too! I will upload some pictures here and on facebook so make time to check it out :)
xoxo,
Alexandra-Ann
- Location:Aunty's Place
i was in the taxi with kris and i told her one thing that kinda scared me alittle but i stand by those words. And i still think about it now. we were talking about our future and how we really wanted to join emirates when we turned 21. I get so excited every, every time we talk about it. And sometimes when i talk about it to Baby, I see his eyes and know that he knows its my dream but i can see how much he really wishes i dont have to. But he always says he will always lsupport and love me and that he wants me to be his wife no matter what. And I do i do promise HE will be my only only love. And even if it means living for 2 years in dubai if i do get the job,its just so heartbreaking when I still see his sad eyes wishing he wont have to stand at the airport to say goodbye to me.
so many plans for the future. so many plans but i dont know which one will come true. i guess i just have to wait and see what god has planned for me..
but i know that when i told kris I would devote one year of my life to the children suffering in the world.
I meant it. One year to not be able to regret my life ever.
This i promise to myself.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:This i promise you by NSYNC
I'm off today so i decided to write a little smt on my blog. Maybe i'll be back tmr! :)
- Mood:
lazy
on my dad's computer now. and i was looking for nice pictures and found some old pictures about two years ago. so i decided to upload them on facebook. if you wanna check them out go to facebook. and oh i was slimmer last time! haha. i need to stop eating from like today? ya i should. haha. then i'll be in time for christmas! :)
i miss baby so much.
- Mood:
restless
What's nicer than having your parents out on your off day and meeting baby for breakfst at macdonalds and then coming home to sleep while he plays games on his laptop next to you. making sure I'm sleeping okay and not too cold? I have the best boyfriend ever ever!! :)
today i'm starting work at 4pm and i havent gotten any sleep. I dunno why but i've been sleeping so late these days! I think i need to see a doctor. Haha. Okay so i had to go to the toilet and i took newspaper inside so i can read! haha. I saw some advertisement about customer service diploma and I think i may want to try for it. its either that or I may want to take hospitality diploma. And i'm really considering the POSB futher study loan. cause i cant seem to raise enough money to pay for a course. I really need to think about it.
appointment for M.F.B on sat 3pm. I must not forget. hmmm. ANYWAY! SHU HUI! can send me the pictures soon? to my e-mail pls thanks girl see you on saturday! :)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
awake
watching friends now. and everytime i see it i wish life was just like them! i wanna get my own place and chill all day after work! HAHA :)
- Location:HOME
- Mood: cheerful
i havent slept the whole night since i woke up at 3plus yesterday. I quarrelled with baby today and we almost broke up. and it just had to be the day his mom asked me to have dinner together. I dunno whats wrong with me sometimes. I feel so alone everytime. even when someone's with me. I just dont get it. I think i'm going mad. But crazy people dont know that they're mad. so i have no idea what is wrong with me.
I missed a family wedding last week cause i didnt think it was important and i didnt take leave. And everyone was there. even my grandmother and my cousins i havent talked to in years. I didnt go house-visiting with my family during deepavali cause i didnt think it was important. Then i saw the camera and decided to take a look and i saw everyone together. It was really nice but my heart melted. Cause i wasnt there. Oh and my mum didnt even ask me if i was off on deepavali cause i think she figured i wld be too busy as i always was. Now, that hurts.
I keep asking kris if she wants to move out too. Cause I think it'd be better off if i move out. That way i would be less guilty and angry. I just dont have time anymore. damn it i feel like screaming. Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone. I just need one day. One damn day to have the time of my life.
then a hero comes along. when hope is gone. i know he'll be with me always.
- Location:Woodlands
- Mood:lonely pathetic fool
- Music:CrushCrushCrush
Dear girl, will you get up this sunday? Then you wont have the guilt on monday night and say next week i'll go but the week keeps getting further.
Prayer is the place where burdens change shoulders.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
guilty - Music:Slipping through my fingers- Mama Mia
my new n.e.b..o card finally arrived and i can get to go for discouned movies once again! Just nice since i'm off today and i get my pay tmr and my parents are away for the weekend! And I get to spend the day with love. My afternoon's gonna be way better off sitting here in the hall switching channels so many times just to find smt interesting, till i decide to leave it on MTV. time to catch up with new and old songs and sing along with the birds cause its already 545am now. and maybe i should order macdonalds?..... nah. i'm not hungry. i need to think of what i can do today.
most prob go see my cutiepie in hospital.
most prob catch a movie.
most prob cook a meal for lunch cause i'll be too lazy to be out in the afternoon since i havent gone to bed yet
most prob try to compose a song
most prob catch up on sleep for work on sat.
anyway, this december i'm so thinking of a taking a trip to genting or maybe malaysia. can someone please tell me a place where i can just relax with the sea really close by that i can hear the waves splashing while playing cards and sipping shirley temple with the girls and having a great time. tell me where, and must be cheap alright?
- Mood:
sleepy - Music:Get Back-Demi Lovato
baby surprised me with a chalet! and he invited all my friends and family. Even some of my pri school mates! I was so happy and shocked cuz he kept it from me for about a whole month! I love him so so much. And even though alot of ppl couldnt make it I totally understand cause it was a thursday and everyone either had school or work but so many ppl wished me a happy birthday and I truly did have a great time. I will upload pictures as soon as shuhui gives them to me! Haha.
Thank you everyone! I love you all Haha :)
- Mood: pleased
brother just turned 18! And mummy & daddy asked baby to come to my grandparents house.
So now my whole family knows about baby! haha
i know he was shy about it.. but he loves me so he did it! haha
oh ya! and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN BOY! :)
- Location:Boon Lay
- Mood: happy
- Music:HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG
there's so many things to know abt so many ppl in a workplace. HAHA
scandals to divorce to babies to everything.
and everything wld include ppl being jealous.
well, nobody's perfect.
sometimes i mess things up, but i always get it right in the end.
thank god i have kris wth me :)
today's my off day and i have facial appointment! and dinner with my handsome. HAHA
gotta go get ready in awhile.
- Mood: lazy
Back from work yesterday and i fell sick.
and spend my day at home.
Then I close my eyes and the flashback starts..
We were both young when i first saw you.
Two of our friends came up to tell me your secret.
And the next time i saw you, I think i felt my heart stop for a sec.
You come to say hello to me, and little did i know that I was to be your baby.
Today this only makes me smile.
And I could tell you
His favorite color's brown
He hates to argue
Born on the Twentyninth dec
His sister's beautiful
He looks like his father
He'd never tell you, but he can play bass guitar
And if you ask me if I love him..
I'd lie cause I'm shy to show everyone he always wants to make me smile.
Every morning First thought when I wake up is
My God, he's beautiful.
- Location:Home
- Mood: loved
- Music:Taylor Swift
my father is a fucking bastard. i'll post more when he's not here. gotta run :)
- Location:Home Fuck Home
- Mood:
bitchy
then the next day i dressed up really nice! haha. Seriously.. for kingfisher cabin crew appointment just to reach there and take height and find out ( which i already know) that i'm too short. OMG. Kris also cannot. too short! by just 0.01cm! damn lor. she knew i was disappointed so she said she didnt want to go unless i can! :)
and right now i just went for my aunty's wedding tea ceremony and i'm at my another aunty's house slacking till abt 5 then i'll go do my hair. cant wait for mummy food! :)
- Location:Aunty Jo's
- Mood: excited
i'm so freakkkinggggg pissed.
arghhh you bloody fu8king asswipe. JUST stop changing the deployments and do your job PROPERLY! can you hear me? how i wanna scream at you now! i have soo much to say to you.
wanna slap someone now. or just kill them SERIOUSLY.
- Location:AIRPORT
- Mood: pissed off
anyway, i'm so tired from running from the plane to the gate from the gate to the plane! haha. i get to go home as soon as the planes leaves singapore. Tmr i start at 1pm and its already like 3 plus in the morning. OK BYE :)
- Location:gate c25
- Mood:
giddy
some japanese guy got his friend to translate in english saying he's interested in me. HAHA! 4 reasons to saying no.
1) i'm attached
2) your japanese
3) you cannot speak english!
4) i'm sooooooooo not interested.
i saw shalini bernadette! :)
- Location:Ministry of Sound
- Mood: drunk
- Music:RNB
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